[ Right now, all that's going through Roxy's mind is how she can separate herself from him, and hide, and partake in the poison that will surely make it all better. Even if she can forget things momentarily, Roxy considers that a win-win.

But there's also the fear of disappointing Dirk, which is nearly as strong as the addiction. Not quite as powerful, but there, and keeping her from leaving him in search of a drink. ]

URSULA came to me, I think, and told me this planet needs me. And I knew at the time that saying yes was stupid... I had to get the Matriorb to Rose's hot troll girlfriend, and all the other stuff we had to do... but I agreed to it because I wanna help, you know? No matter how badly I wanted to tell her no, I just... couldn't.

... Isn't that what happened to you too?