[ By convincing himself it was somehow a positive trait. ]

Alas there's undeniable evidence of it. An existance that does nothing but cause inconveniences is hardly worth while. And, where it comes to thinking of potentials in the future, there just isn't enough time. No, the only clear answer is that such a useless person should do the only thing they're good for and do what they can to enable hope. I don't mind dying at all, so it's a perfect cost! My hope is strong so when that moment comes my luck will definitely make a scenerio where I can make the most impact for the future and everyone!