I understand, and since you do make a good point that there are potentials yet unknown I'll definitely sincerely consider talking to Valentine san again. She did say some kind of plant was discovered that would help.

But...

[And this is where it felt a little hard. He had spoken of these things before of course, but not in detail and then had lied about it. The truth was he still sort of wanted to lie away the entire thing, but he really couldn't bring himself to try and make that wall again.

He took this moment to take the pill fortifying himself to talk about the difficult part.]

It scares me, Hinata kun. I don't what to stop being who I understand as myself. I don't want to see those around me frustrated by change that can't be stopped. When I think about known options, the unknown is just... terrifying. Even with luck time will eventually catch up, I'm already in debt after all.