I'm not exactly sure.... There's some things I would like to know, like my time at school, when I first really met everyone and having an idea of what I had been doing for the past two to three years.

But then there's....

[He lifts his left hand up casually, letting the machine noises murmur with his movement.]

I'm not sure I'm ready to remember what lead up to this....

[Remember that hand? That hand that's in the library now? That hand that was attatched to his arm when he first arrived? Something seriously messed up happened to make that a Thing.]